You are allowed to hate him for everything he did to you.
For leading you on for months.
For making you believe he had strong feelings for you.
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For making promises he never had any intention of following through on.
You dont want him to walk over to you.
You dont want to hear whatever bullshit he has to say.
You are allowed to hope that someone breaks his heart in the same way that he broke yours.
You are allowed to daydream about what you wish you could do to him.
About how you would curse him out if you ever saw him again.
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About how you would make him pay for all the pain that he caused you.
You are allowed to be angry about your broken heart.
You are allowed to let those horrible emotions wash over you as long as its only temporary.
As long as you find the strength to overcome them one day.
You have to let yourself feel that anger, release that anger, and become free from that anger.
You cant hold hatred in your heart forever.
You have to let go of it eventually.
Not for him not because you forgive him or because you understand why he did what he did.
Not because you want to become friends with him again or because you think he deserves a clear conscience.
You have to do it for yourself.
Because its the only way youll move on.
Its the only way youll find peace within yourself.
For now, you are allowed to be angry.
Just dont hold onto that anger forever.
