You are allowed to be pissed at him for canceling plans and waiting too long to text back.
You are allowed to be annoyed when he doesnt understand your hints.
You are allowed to care about him, even if you barely know him.
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Even if hes a bit of an asshole.
Even if he doesnt care about you at all.
You are allowed to cry your eyes out when he starts dating another girl.
When you realize that you missed your chance and that you two are never going to be together.
You are allowed to wonder if you should have told him how you felt earlier.
If you should have kissed him that day you were alone together.
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If you should have asked him, point blank, to be your boyfriend.
You are allowed to feel stupid about being so upset over someone who was never even yours.
Because you are allowed to be upset over your broken heart.
Even if you were never his girlfriend.
Even if you were never even his friend.
You are allowed to feel the way you feel.
You are allowed to mourn the loss of a boy that never even belonged to you.
