Remember that time you honestly thought you werent going to survive?
Well look at you, surviving and shit.
Once the relief sets in, you become thankful for the lessons you learned.
Nielsen Ramon
The one person you thought would always be there has proven you wrong.
Its not going to be easy, but it will be worth it.
I am going to guess too many times to count.
Nielsen Ramon
Denial is trying to force a square peg through a round hole.
We use everything we have to make something work that really is not meant to.
Its like trying to force two puzzle pieces to fit when they arent made to.
Nothing is wrong witheither piece other than the fact they dont compliment the piece we attempt to force.
Sadness
Once you get through denial, you find yourself overwhelmed by sadness.
You keep asking yourself how something that was so amazing has become something so poisonous to you.
Do what you have to do.
Crawl into your bed with a pint of Halo Top ice cream and watch season two of Greys Anatomy.
You know the season Im talking about.
The one where McDreamy leaves Meredith to try and make things work with his wife.
So find an outlet.
For me, it was kickboxing.
The thought of what could have been isnt seen as a lost dream anymore.
You start to really understand why it didnt work out and you even become thankful in certain instances.
Relief
Remember that time you honestly thought you werent going to survive?
Well look at you, surviving and shit.
Once the relief sets in, you become thankful for the lessons you learned.
