My twenties aren’t supposed to be my easiest years.
They are supposed to be confusing.
I am supposed to feel lost.
Twenty20 / b.rose
I am supposed to wonder what the hell comes next.
That used to bother me, but I am slowly learning that mytwentiesare a time to question everything.
A time to figure out what I am destined to do for the rest of my life.
I have goals to complete.
I have to accept that mytwentiesarent supposed to be my easiest years.
They aresupposedto be confusing.
Twenty20 / b.rose
I am supposed to feel lost.
I am supposed to wonder what the hell comes next.
Of course, that knowledge doesnt make life any easier.
Growing older is a struggle.
Its difficult to take at times.
I never feel like I amacting my age.
No matter what I do, I feel like its the wrong thing.
I feel like I am stuck in between being a teenager and an adult.
Neither term accurately describes me.
I am too mature for a teenager, but too immature for an adult.
I dont know how to file taxes without the help of family.
I dont have all of my student loans paid off.
Half of the time, I dont have a clue what I am doing.Adultingis much harder than it sounds.
When I was little, I thought I would have my life together by the time I reached mytwenties.
I thought I would have my own apartment and an engagement ring on my finger.
I thought I would know exactly who I was and what I wanted from the world.
I feel like I am fumbling through life and I am learning that kind of thinking is okay.
People in their twenties (and even thirties and forties) dont actually have their lives together.
They dont actually know what they are doing.
They have just become better at faking it.
The older I get, the more I realize no one has any clue what comes next.
Were all just hoping for the best and trying our best.
