You made her look at her reflection as if it was tainted.
How could someone not see her and see everything good and beautiful about her.
But more than that what hurt me was you took someone so beautiful and made them question themselves.
God & Man
You made her look at herself thinking something wasnt good enough.
But in reality, it wasnt that she wasnt good enough.
It was you werent up to her standard of learning to appreciate someone like that.
God & Man
To cheat on her meant you didnt respect her.
To cheat on her meant you didnt respect your history.
And maybe it was just a hookup or some one night stand with someone you wouldnt see again.
Maybe you gave into weak willed temptations.
Maybe you thought you should be coy and it wouldnt catch up to you.
But the truth always has a way of coming out.
You didnt just cheat on her.
Any trust she had in herself and in others you stole.
Any faith she had in love you turned into something ugly.
You didnt justcheaton her.
Any self respect and self love she had, you stole from her.
Because she believed in you.
You stole any dream she had of a future she thought was clear.
You ruined every relationship in her future because now she questions everyones motives and thinking when theyll suddenly shift.
You forced her to build walls to protect herself.
But shes isolating herself and not letting anyone in because shes afraid to let anyone that close again.
You taught her about deception and learning how to lie.
Now when people ask how shes doing she says fine.
But behind that smile is pain and tears and heartbreak.
You turned her into someone she doesnt even recognize.
Someone whose has fallen apart because of someone elses touch.
A touch that never used to hurt.
A touch that used to feel like home.
A body she had memorized in the dark.
And every curve she knew.
Now its like shes navigating blind.
Your eyes used to make her feel safe.
But you robbed her of that security.
You stole so much from her.
From the places she can no longer go because every corner reminds her of your ghost.
To every past memory where she questions what was real and what wasnt.
You made the biggest mistake of your entire life.
Deceiving the one who would never do the same.
Hurting the one who loved you with everything they had.
She doesnt realize it right now but its more your loss than it will ever be hers.
Because one day itll hit you she was everything you needed.
Everything you didnt appreciate when you had it.
And the one thing youll never get back.
Maybe it even looks the same.
But youll realize its her thats changed after everything.
Shell no longer look at you with eyes of admiration.
But rather speculation because she doesnt trust you.
That girl you made cry who questioned her self worth will suddenly look down on you.
But its her thats won at the end of all this.
Because you might have ruined your relationship but it takes more than that to ruin her.
Shell stand tall and shell walk away not looking back and finally itll be her ghost that haunts you.
