You have no idea how much I want to kiss you.
You have no idea how much I want to see you.
You have no idea how much I want toflirtwith you.
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You have no idea how much I want to sleep with you.
How much I want to feel your chest pressed against mine and your tongue against my skin.
You have no idea how much I want to date you.
You have no idea what you mean to me.
You have no idea how many dreams Ive had about you.
How many times Ive looked through your social media.
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How many stories Ive told about you to my friends.
You have no idea how close I have gotten to telling you the truth.
Im worried that youll reject me and break my heart all over again.
You have no idea how much Imiss you, because I like it better this way.
I dont want you to know how hard it is for me to ignore the impulse to text you.
I dont want you to know that your name leaves my lips every time I get drunk.
I dont want you to know how much power you hold over me.
I would rather have you believe the same lie that I keep trying to tell myself.
