Itll be her love you miss.
And youll look for her in others and shell never be found.
And my mother accused me of losing my mind but I swore I was fine.
God & Man
You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain.
And I lived in your chess game.
But you changed the rules every day.
God & Man
-Taylor Swift
Its never the same story with someone like you.
You get off on the games you play and watching her try a little harder.
She thinks youre nice.
She thinks you like her.
She thinks all these things then you pull away and wonder why she thinks that?
But it isnt her thats crazy or delusional.
She feels a certain way because youve led her to believe that there are moments you do.
Its every false promise youve told her.
Its every night you let her stay.
It was every time youve led her on.
Every time you let her fall for you knowing very well you dont care enough to catch her.
Then you have the nerve to question why she fell in the first place?
Like its her fault shes hurt.
The only difference between the two of you is her feelings dont change even when yours do.
She doesnt need to fuck with you to gain confidence that you care.
Its a text here.
Its trying to get her attention just so you know you have it.
And in the rare chance she doesnt answer quickly, you blow up her phone more.
Its taking and all she does is give without asking for much in return.
You like her but not enough to make her yours.
You like her only when shes playing your game.
Then you show her.
Then you pull away.
Maybe you care and dont want to admit it.
Maybe its all about a game for you.
But peoples feelings arent some game.
Everything is according to your agenda.
Meanwhile, shes just living her life watching as this pattern of yours exhausts her.
The thing about someone like her is she doesnt need you.
Shes choosing someone who doesnt choose her and eventually shell get tired of it.
And I know you think shes weak for tolerating the way you treat her.
I know you look down on her.
But one day shes going to hit her breaking point.
And once she does shes never coming back.
When that happens itll be her ghost that haunts you.
Itll be her love you miss.
And youll look for her in others and shell never be found.
