I realize why your new girlfriend would be uncomfortable having me hang around.
I get why you walked away as soon as you started dating someone else.
But it doesnt make your disappearance hurt any less.
God & Man
I thought you genuinely cared about me.
I thought we were good friends.
Watching you walk away hurttwiceas much because you were a friend.
You were someone who saw a million different sides of me when most of the world only sees one.
You were an exception.
I cared about you more than I care about most people.
I put more effort into you than I put into most people.
Im not sure whether you never noticed that or never cared.
I hate the distance youve put between us.
You could have been more upfront with me.
You could have talked to me instead of cutting me out completely.
Yes, it would have sucked to stay friends with you while you were dating someone else.
But it sucks just as much now that youre gone.
It means it didnt make much of a difference to you whether you ever heard from me again.
It must not have killed you to lose me the same way it killed me.
It hurt me on so many different levels.
I wanted some sort of relationship with you.
But apparently we had different ideas.
Apparently we cared different amounts.
