Now I am tired Ive been disappointed by you Ive been let down by you
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Updated 6 years ago,February 3, 2019
By the time they show up on my doorstep to collect meIm tiredand donebecause I knocked on their door for a yearand no one ever cameso it doesnt matterthat youre hereat my doordont you see?I waited for a year for you!dont you see?But Im hereyou shout!Im here now and I want to love you and stare at you and kiss you and bring you coffee and take you to mexico and take you to Greece to see your fatherdont you see!I shoutI wanted that then!nownow I am tiredIve been disappointed by youIve been let down by youIve knocked for days without food or sleep for youyou never cameI lusted for youI longed for youI dreamed of youI participated in my mind in a life we would live togetherI dreamed of waking up next to youof building our lives togetherbut you were greyand unsureand I sat there alone dreamingand you tried to love another womanand then youd show upbut with half of younot presentand hurt me deeperuntil I threw all of your things from my houseso dont you see?it doesnt matter if you are finally herefinally here to collect meIve given upyou arent the sweetest teathat I want to reach for anymoreyou were the sweetest teabut you never showed up for meand now I like coffee.
Ashley Klassen
