And then I met him.
Believe me, this subject is still relevant to me.
That two years ago, I was in a perpetual heartbroken state feeling lost and hopeless.
I didnt know a thing about love or what I wanted.
I didnt know the person I was without a romantic partner to define me.
I didnt have any goals and dreams, or what I hoped to achieve in life.
My head was confused by the mixed signals, the complication, and drama.
And my heart was hurting all the time.
Even in the bliss of a thrilling new romance, I was plagued with insecurity and doubt.
Ugly thoughts were relentless and I could seek no reprieve.
What if this doesnt last?
What if he couldnt accept the person I am?
What if were not suitable for each other?
What if he stops loving me?
I was cynical that anything good would happen to me.
I loved abrupt endings and unresolved endings.
Nothing reveals someones true colors like when theyre breaking up with you.
And then I met him.
The demon in my head stops screaming.
The cracks in my heart start to heal and I begin to see hope in the most unlikely place.
I found myself wanting to stay with him forever and looking forward to the rest of our lives together.
And I realized it wasnt that I was hard to love or I couldnt do relationship.
It was that I havent met the right person yet.
And I want to tell you that your turn will come soon.
One day, you will meet them and you willknow.
