Sometimes though you have to when they arent being what you need.
Its every time you try and pull away hes right there trying to bring you back in.
Its like every time youre about to move on he knows it.
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Its the games he makes the rules to and swore you didnt want to even play.
Its everything he knows hes doing and the control he has over you.
Maybe he likes having you there to boost his ego.
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Maybe he knows you need him more than he needs you.
But your friends see you fall apart with every game he plays.
Youre friends see the emotional toll its taking on you to maintain this relationship that isnt one.
Your friends get the screenshots and the questions.
Its every conversation you have to start off your day that you think isnt hurting you.
But it isnt helping either.
Its the moves he makes anticipating your reaction.
Its every time you lose interest hes the one who suddenly cares.
Its every time youre with someone who isnt him hes gotta remind you hes still there.
He haunts you like a catchy tune you refuse to turn off.
Sometimes the people we want to talk to most are the ones who deserve our silence.
But its difficult because you cant even imagine your life without him.
Hes become a habit and part of this routine.
Youve let him influence you so much, hes almost embedded painfully within you.
But he isnt what you need but you cant seem to let him go either.
You swear youll move on one day.
You swear you wont answer his text.
But every time their name appears on your phone you jump.
He might be a good guy.
Youre holding onto something that isnt there and probably never was.
But every day you talk to him youre taking steps further away from finding that person.
But by then you wont even flinch when he tells you everything you wanted to hear.
Because by then itll be too late.
