We havent defined the relationship and I dont know if we ever will.
And maybe we never will be.
Maybe we were never meant to be.

Julia Kuzenkov
Maybe it is only upon breaking up that I will have the courage to add you.
I still dont quite understand what this relationship is.
Are we friends with benefits?
Is it going anywhere?
You text me every morning,Good Morningwith a heart emoji next to it.
You call me cute pet names like baby and my love.
When we met, I wasnt really thinking this would get serious.
You helped me grow.
But perhaps thats all you were meant to be.
You were persistent, and I wont lie, I loved the consistency.
You told me you really missed me.
Perhaps Ill never know the answer to this question.
Is it too soon?
Am I afraid of it getting too real?
Am I afraid of intimacy?
Or, is this not meant to be?
When is it supposed to happen?
Does it come before or after meeting the family?
We havent defined the relationship and I dont know if we ever will.
I suppose thats the next step, if that ever even happens.
Its an interesting concept.
It wasnt that the sex was bad.
It was great, and it was intimate.
I suppose as with anything in life, only time will tell.